There comes a time in life when you dump all your ideals. Don’t know about any of you, I have no more ideals. All of them have gone down the drain. There used to be a time when I would say to myself, "hey, I am going to do this!" or "hey, I am doing this because it interest me, not because of money!" But no more. All these ideals don’t bring food on that table.

For those who are making enough to not worry about the next car insatllment coming up, congratulations. Sometimes, I have an urge to sell everything that I have on borrowed terms like my car and my house. How I wish I have not a single committment. Then I can just live on what little money I make happily and not worry about all those bills and nonsense. Come to think of it, maybe I should just abandon everything and go live in a cave. That would be nice, wouldn’t it, bearing someone brings me my 3 meals!

But life is still life. A life without committments is not considered life. Like the saying goes, ‘Life is Full of Committments’ I guess I will just have to accept come what may and go on. Anyway, I console myself by telling myself that no matter how hard, I have already finished three quater of it. I just have one small quater to go, and I am done with this world. Then it’s the final relieve for me. hahaha…